The Girl

Jade
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Alexandaria, Egypt, 2009

i started my first relationship when i was in Form 2
of course there were some short period of puppy loves before that
It's a girl that time..
She wasn't keen for us to be in a relationship that time
insisted we should wait till after we graduate Form 5.
I agree blindly.

As times goes by Form 3, Form 4, and Form 5
we became exclusive friends.
We sort of manage to keep a thing between us going on
until i got so used to it treating her more like a very close fren
than a lover.

I was totally weird out when i first hold her hand
which is er.. form 5?
and i got this identity crisis going on that time..
Thus, my darkest year of my life.
With those suicidal thoughts and stuff..
then i discover the reasons.

I love satay sticks instead of a cave
if u get wat i mean!
I fall in love with my best friend
who is also my classmate since primary 6.
He is still my bestie till now.
We ( me n the girl ) broke up before i went to pursue my study in A
a so called " 7-years relationship with her"

now that she knows i am gay
we still hang out
itw weird talking to her about the gay side.
and she is now dating my bestie that i mention earlier..
Weird?

Very weird ...


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